19. NJ. Nursing Student. Barista @ Starbucks. Expressive. I don't like the feeling of being lesser than anyone.
I'm Sherryann. I will admit, I am expensive. I enjoy and find pleasure in things that are lavish and extravagant. When I have an abundant amount of time on my hands, I enjoy stalking and lurking interesting peoples profiles, blogs and websites. I often have good intentions. Often times, not. I enjoy discovering, reading and delving into books. So much, that I often get lost and forget to enjoy life for what it is now while I'm young. I'm always up to check out a new read, though nursing school is really taking a toll on my leisurely activities. All in all, most people don't know or understand how to handle me. Most of the time, I can't even handle myself.
Tomorrow, I’m holding a required group therapy for my patients with dual diagnosis of drug/alcohol addiction and schizophrenia. I’ve barely been on the floor because I went to sit-in on a group therapy the week before. I haven’t met any of the patients, or had a one-on-one with any of them. Now, I have to speak with all of them, at one time, in the same room. I’m scared, because I don’t know what any of them are going to pull out of their asses, literally.
For my group session, I thought anxiety was the most appropriate because everyone is anxious at one point of their lives, right? I also wanted to positively reinforce however they are coping with their anxiety. I’m anxious about it. I don’t want the conversation to die, and have the patients walk out on me, although I know that’s inevitable. I’ll just take it as it comes.
Atleast after clinicals & after A&P, I’ll be with my best friend & we’ll go pick up some starbucks and go shopping. I just hope all goes well in the AM.
